the only time i constantly got on my fitblr is the first time i had one, but now it doesn’t seem to work really. i need a new way to keep track of my dieting.

only 54 days until summer. i can lose at least 10 pounds if not more.

so why do i keep cheating?

it’s not like it’s going to help, it’s not like cheating on a test.

it’s cheating myself, I’m only hurting myself.

GET IT THE FUCK TOGETHER KASE. IF YOU WANT THIS YOU NEED TO CHANGE SOMETHING, STOP WISHING AND START DOING JESUS.

i am so unbelievably tired with being fat. i hate it. i hate. i hate it.

i hate that my boyfriends waist is smaller than mine

i hate that i always have those crease lines in my stomach after slouching

i hate not ever feeling secure with my body.

i don’t know what needs to change in order for me to actually do something about this, but i need to. i need to track my food again, cause it helps. i need to eat fresh foods not junk and other shit thats bad for me. i need to exercise, and not just stretch when i go to the gym.

KJSGNWJRHENHRGELKJHENRFKLMD